A case of possession by a murderer

21 06 2010

I have changed the names in my story to protect the lady who came to me for help on this matter, but you may be interested in the position of the murderer as well as the ‘possessed’…..

My client ‘Lucy’ is what we term a physical medium – ie she invites people ‘in spirit’ to take over her vocal cords and speak through her….a practice that I personally do not recommend as she needs my help to clear her of those earthbound spirits who haven’t yet integrated with the light.  If you are a regular reader of my blogs you will know that such attachments can cause mental, emotional and even physical dis-ease:  A couple of years ago she had a dribbling old man attached to her – someone she knew personally and channelled through herself (allowing him to take possession of her body) for the so-called benefit of his still living relative.  He refused to leave again and made her life a misery for 2 years before she came to me for help.  (ie he was earthbound and had not been channelled from the light, where people assume their relatives to be). 

Now Lucy had her adopted grandmother doing the same thing – and also apparently preventing her from seeing me: ‘Don’t you DARE go and see that  Jane!” she had warned her.

Her presence is suffocating me! – ” Lucy complained breathlessly over the phone, saying she was ‘a big woman!’

Lucy also communicates with a ‘team’ on the spiritual side of life (those who have passed safely and advise her on matters) and had been told by them to ignore the heavy demands and suffocating orders of this relative – a woman we shall call Freda – and get back in touch with me for assistance.  According to Lucy, “Freda is unable to get into the other side as they won’t let her…nobody is prepared to let her in…” .  I must say I was greatly surprised by this as I have never come across a ‘rejection’ from the light before.

I needed more history and Lucy told me that Freda had murdered her own mother! (Lucy is adopted).  I have no idea whether Freda was found guilty for this so-called crime during her lifetime (she died in 1981 aged 87) or whether my client had been given this information from her ‘team’, but before seeing Lucy for her appointment next week I decided to test the spiritual waters…..

Immediately, I was able to ‘catch’ the spirit of Freda and – predictably – she fought against my energies like a huge fish on the end of a hook, but I gripped my dowser tightly, just holding her long enough to ask the crucial question…

“Did you murder Lucy’s mother?”

Get lost!” (ironic considering her own position) “It’s none of your business!” (I took that to be a ‘yes’ and held her while I thought about the next step…)  She struggled and pulled against my strong hold on her, so I asked quickly

“Why did you do that?”

“SICK of her….sick of her!” she yelled at me.  So angry and twisted was she at the injustice of being stuck in her own ‘hell’ for 29 years I could not make out her features, but let her off the hook and left her snarling spirit to ‘go back underground’.

At 4.30 pm yesterday I tried again, once more hooking the spirit of this elderly lady to within my reach.  Again she fought like crazy, but this time I suggested to her that maybe her victim (RIP) was willing to forgive her?  The change was remarkable.  She stopped fighting and struggling…..my dowser stopped flailing about and settled into a comfortable swing from side to side:

“Do you think?” she asked, aghast at the possibility.  “But what about Lucy?  Lucy will NEVER forgive me for what I did to her mother!”  She started to head for the deep dark waters again but I knew there was hope for her soul and quickly reassured her that Lucy would do the same….

“I am sure she is willing to forgive you too!”  At this stage she was sufficiently lifted from the quagmire of her own debased thoughts and clinging guilt/anger about her victim’s behaviour – that subsequently drove her to kill, distracted enough for a connection – albeit a thin one – to be made with the light.  She struggled not to stay, this time, but to get through that sliver of light which was hope and forgiveness.  Someone named Ernestine reached out to help her and after a few more stops and starts she at last broke free from the earthly chains of guilt that had made her fight so hard to stay out of the light.

I was delighted to see Lucy’s mother and her murderer greet one another in a bear huge of forgiveness.  Interestingly, when I ‘tapped’ the words ‘I forgive my adopted grandmother for killing my mother’ into Lucy’s crown (this loosens the energies of the meridians, which can be seen on a CAT scan)  another four attached spirits – feeding off her natural distaste and unforgiveness of her mother’s murderer – were also hooked out and into the light!

Puzzled as to why the souls in the light were, according to Lucy, ‘keeping her out’ (as everybody deserves a second chance) I now became aware that she could not have been allowed home until she had ‘seen the light’ – the error of her ways and the glimmer of hope in forgiveness!”

“Is that right?” I asked my higher self (or spiritual guide of the moment!)

“Institutional rights!” came back the strange answer. “Institutional rights – they will be let out of the institution/prison of their own making once they have become aware of their ‘rights’ as opposed to their ‘wrongs’.


 ps ‘Lucy’s real mother sent her a message saying she did not suffer unduly; that they both live on in *ratification and that although  not wholly responsible for the actions of her attacker (who had hit her with a blunt instrument and hidden her body under the floorboards) she did in some small part feel she cajoled, provoked and pushed ‘Freda’ to the limits. ‘Freda’ herself said to Lucy: ‘I have served repentance and am grateful to your mother, who has forgiven my sins.  She accepts responsibility in a small but loving way. Tell ‘Lucy’ we love her!”   

After they had dictated these messages another 33 lost souls who had also died at the hands of murderers and whose bodies had been disregarded in the same way – f’rom Naples to Sussex to Aberdeenshire and China’ -were hooked into the vortex and helped home, on yet another like-attracts-like basis.

*Ratification: to confirm by expressing consent, approval, or formal sanction: to ratify a constitutional amendment/ to confirm (something done or arranged by an agent or by representatives) by such action. Synonyms are ‘to corroborate, approve, validate, establish’ (dictionary.com)

Ghostly Toy Fair

7 06 2010

This weekend I drove our son and a friend Steve to the NEC Birmingham to visit a collectors’ Toy Fair and as usual I was aware of a spirit or two following me as we made our way around the crowded stalls.  I have a passion for teddy bears, particularly old ones with character, and was thrilled to find such a hairless, delapidated 1930’s version dressed in a knitted stripey top, his glass eyes hanging on for dear life and his jointed limbs so loose that everything wobbled, including his head.  (My husband thinks he is ‘freaky’ but he has been loved to death by someone and I respect that!)…

Only half way through the many stalls and a little tired from trawling the Corgie vehicles, train sets and memorabilia for something for Steve, we decided to take a coffee break and, while I queued to pay, he secured a table near the large glass windows overlooking the Fair, where we could keep a look out for my son.  Sure enough, he lumbered in with his bulging bags and after emptying the lot, including a 1970’s robot, a stuffed camel, a huge bendy version of Kermit the Frog and a  Dalek, he asked for the car keys to deposit his load.  No sooner had he left, a woman shyly asked if she could share our table whilst she waited for her husband…and of course we welcomed her happily.  She cradled a pretty 1930’s porcelain doll in a carrier bag, fondly adjusting the doll’s wig.

Oh how lovely!” I coo-ed.  “I’ve just fallen for a teddy of the same era….”

“My grandmother left me 2 dolls similar to this one, which I love, and I thought I would have a go at dressing another,” she smiled.  Immediately, I wondered if her grandmother was resting in peace, and an angelic whooshing sensation down my body confirmed this, but I felt pushed to tell her about my other passion Her blue eyes held mine throughout my stories of rescuing earthbound spirits and when I’d finished she said she had ‘never come across ghosts but my ex-boyfriend’s flat was rather frightening.  The television oftened turned itself on , as did other electrical items (I did not interrupt to tell her this quite common when several souls are stuck in one house) as she continued to say ‘I’ve often wondered if this contributed to my boyfriend being killed shortly after…..?’

Steve and I looked shocked and sympathised as best we could.  I reassured her that that there would have been no connection…”It’s just that the freezing atmosphere in certain parts of the landing was horrible.  We moved out as soon as we could…”  (Once home I cleared the flat of ‘earthbound but harmless hooligans’)  I explained that along with ‘ghosts’ come their personalities, which can include stress, fear, anger, negative thought forms associated with their deaths etc. and it is natural to pick up these prickly, cold feelings and emotions) But as she told us her story I felt the presence of her ex-boyfriend, just above and to the right of my head.  He showed me a badge in the shape of a shield, rather like an American ‘cops’ badge, but this meant nothing to her. I broke it to her gently that her ex-boyfriend was not resting in peace and quickly explained the reasons for people becoming earthbound:  ‘Unfinished business – a sudden, tragic or unexpected death…’  Her eyes whelled up as she said ‘he had been stabbed.  The murderer was never found.  I don’t think he would have rested in peace until he’d been apprehended.’  

I felt another angelic whoosh down my body – and, mesmerised, she said she felt it too.  I explained this was confirmation that he was not resting in peace and that I would shortly pop into the ladies (I explained about the focussing tool of my dowsing) and help him over.  I gave her my email address so that I could give her feedback, and we went on our separate ways.  Sure enough, he grabbed this opportunity to leave (he had been killed way back in 1979 and had been watching over his girlfriend ever since, hence the shield of protection and his desire to help the ‘cops’ with their investigations to apprehend ‘the murdering swine’)  He thanked me ‘from the bottom of my heart’ that his soul was now able to rest and said ‘tell her I love her’…..

When I returned to the cafe the lady had a grey haired gentleman sitting with her, who I took to be her partner, and I discretely tip-toed past, hoping that she would email me and I could pass on the good news…..and all because Steve chose to sit at that table and because of our ‘freaky’ 1930’s playthings!

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